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2011-07-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

This is going to be such a different posts compared to my usual laid back posts. More of ranting though...

To work with smart people is a great thing. They have great ideas, initiatives and are able to materialize many ideas. However, the downside to it is that they become too self-centered. Within a project, there are sub-committees and these sub-committees are supposed to work together so that we can produce our final product as one main committee. More often than not, the sub-committees will rely a lot on each other so as to produce a coherent final product. Thus, any changes within a sub-comm would affect other sub-comms. Supposed that your sub-comm is the main idea of the project and other sub-comms will need to complement you, the more the other sub-comms will have to work together with you. You tell us your idea and we try our best to complement you, but you criticise our ideas. Well, that is a given, to criticise each other such that we can improve together. Then, you suddenly changed your plans and expect us to fit with you with such short notice. Fine, these things are inevitable, plans do fail and changing them are very common. So we come up with some ideas and you decide to criticize us again. I am not saying that you cannot criticize, but do you really mean it? You just happily decided to say "it may look weird" but when we asked you to explain, you can't really say anything to substantiate your point. You question all the technical stuff that that we as sub-comm ICs are in-charged of. Are you trying to say that we as sub-comm ICs can't handle? You expect others to suit your idea and not try to compromise. When you came up with your initial plan, we had some ideas to complement but you just thought our ideas are not in sync with yours. We also questioned your initial plans but give some suggestions and you choose to ignore them. Now that you realised that your initial plan can't work anymore, you suddenly switched plans and tell us that we have to scrape our ideas. To me, it feels like you have your own idea and you feel so strongly about your ideas and so everyone else must follow you. You do not just comment for fun. When we asked if you have other suggestions to our ideas to complement your new plans, you can even utter a word. So do you genuinely want to feedback or just want to criticize for the fun of it? Then you go on to say that we should reduce the things that we do even the teachers feel that we should do more. To be extreme, your attitude just makes me feel that you are worried that our ideas will outdo yours and thus explaining your behavior. I dun noe about your all, but all i feel is that as one main comm, we should help each other as much as possible. We encouraged you and even gave suggestions to add on to you idea without being a wet-blanket and yet what you only do is criticize. I do not feel that warm feeling of working in a group.

Another thing is that you think you are always right. What gives you the right to say someone is weird? I maybe listening to you and nodding my head when you talk about someone else behind their backs and say that they are weird, but the truth is, i am disappointed in you to almost the point that i despise you.

Seriously, you don't think you can say things so easily. I may always be laughing and look like those happy-go-lucky kind of person. But you seriously do not want to test my patience. I have made guys cry before and you do not want that to happen to you.

But then again, maybe i am just not good enough that i cannot think of nice ideas...

I shud sleep more.

2011-07-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

The past week had been a crazy one. Average time that i left school for home last week is 7pm, with latest leaving school at 10pm and earliest at 5pm. There was also one day where I had like 4 consecutive meetings in a row after school. After each day I was so shag that I could not do any work but just get knocked out before 11pm. I think i also old liao, cannot stay up late like last time. Haiz old liao old liao.

Not only that luh, there was so much work to do last week, ranging from the basic tutorials for EACH subject to PW Eom to council stuff (like all my council work chionging at me at one go cus the deadlines for BOTH my standing and working comm work are like by these 2 months). What makes things worst is the stupid PE module that my class suay suay get (dance, which is quite boring) need to do a presentation and if we dun, we will get demerit points-.- The teachers just dun get it sia. They make it sound easy, "u need to start the work I give you NOW". But what they dun realise is EVERY teacher is saying the same thing so if everyone wants me to do the work NOW, which exactly do i do NOW?

My block test results are also pure rubbish. But even I have such shitty results, I still dun have the motivation to study. Maybe I am just too tired to even care... Just when I thought my classmates results were good, I realised there are a lot more where that came from from other classes. I am like super below average. I noe I need to work, but my inertia to study just gets bigger and bigger. Maybe it is also partially because I have become more stupid due to the lousy sleeping habits I have in the past...

But on the brighter side, I got to slack on Sat. Went to watch HP 7 part 2 (i swear i am not going to go watch a movie if I think i am going to be late again, so rush and difficult to find seats when it is so dark...) Then slacked around in plaza sing, before going to the railway track at KAP. I dunno why 6H ppl like the railway track so much, but oh wells, it does not really matter to me where we go, just being able to slack will be good enough for me.

So Sun I had to chiong my econs project (redo cus the teacher did not get the right file from my friend) until I forgot to sleep. LOL YES I DID IT AGAIN (although it is like detrimental to my health and will cut my life by dunno how long). So now my eyes stings and are closing liao... So I shall end hereeeeee

2011-06-09T21:36:00.005+08:00

Just call it an obsession. I am obsessed with One Piece. It's an anime ongoing for more than 10 years already and contrary to people's believe, it's not draggy at all. For some reason it is able to link up the whole story so well. For example, they left some sort of a cliff hanger before they started out at the grand line and gave a full explanation again some 200 episodes later. It was about this whale who thought he was abandon by a crew of pirates. They said they could not bring the baby whale along as it was too dangerous and that they would return to get him back one day after they completed their journey. But after many years, they have not returned and the whale was very depressed that it begun self-mutilating. 200 episodes or so later, the strawhat pirates met with this talking skeleton and it turned out that the skeleton was in the crew that left the whale there. What really happened was that the entire crew was wiped out except for the skeleton dude, and now he has join the strawhat pirates to complete the journey and return to the place where they left the baby whale. It it was me writing a 400 word story, i would have forgotten about the link back to the whale, not mentioning it was after 200 episodes. Thats why i think the story flows really well.

Not only does the story flows well, it has very well developed elements of suspense, action, comedy and sadness. The fights are well drawn. Although the good guys always win or that they lose initially but win after a rematch (if not continue the story alr), it does not have epic scenes where the good guy talks a lot and delivers one fatal blow and tada thats the end. I loved the ennies lobby arc cus it has the Merry Go scene which is extremely touching and the action was good and most importantly, THEY ARE SAVING NICO ROBIN. HAHA. But my favourite part of One piece is how it emphasises on the idea of nakama. The friendship in the whole anime is so damn inspiring. The straw hat pirates may have met with totally different aims, but they function as one. Unlike other crews, they do not have a hierarchy system in the crew, though they do unanimously agree that luffy is the captain. That's what i really liked about their crew where they function as a team of friends, not as part of a system where only the captain gives the instruction. Their team chemistry is just so good that they seem to be the perfect team where they can rely completely on each other. I guess this kind of thing is quite hard to find in reality. The crew has spent so much time together that it allows them to open up to each other and know each other well. Whats more is that they are such motivated people (i think its mostly cus of luffy's character). In reality, people come and go. We meet new people now and then and lose contact with old friends at the same time, so it's hard to actually spend so much time with each other and build the friendship + chemistry. But i believe there are such people around (:

Actually, not true that the good guys always win. I just remembered that Ace (luffy's bro (not blood related)) and whitebeard died in the marine war. I guess thats the turning point to the whole story as that is considered a complete defeat for luffy since he could not protect his crew mates and didnt manage to save Ace. But now at 500 episodes, its a new beginning for them, as they continue to the new world (region where all the pros are) and this is of cus accompanied by a new opening song. HAHA. Cus this is a new song, so ppl haven done a nice video for it yet...

let’s head out before night becomes dawn
let’s go to face the unknown tomorrow
I’ve already decided to have no regrets
(Oh I know what I’m supposed to do)

my heart can’t help getting excited
over the kind of trials awaiting us
there’s only one place we’re aiming for
(Fly to the light)

our resolve won at the end of the fight:
we won’t let anyone get hurt
if you open your tightly clutched hands
you’ll find there is power dwelling inside

come on, time to go
the new world is calling us
hey, don’t you see
we’ll always be there for each other
no matter how many seas separate us
don’t be afraid of what’s ahead
because don’t forget
We fight together

birds taking flight on the wind
passed through the rainbow
towards a future where flowers called ‘hope’ bloom
(the flowers will never die)

you tucked away a desire reaching out for that place
inside your heart
isn’t it getting a little tight in there?
(fly to the light!)

what can you defend lying to yourself?
there’s no shame in falling down on your knees
just always stand back up
so we can see each other again

come on, time to go
the new world is calling us
hey, don’t you see
we’ll always be there for each other
no matter how many seas separate us
don’t be afraid of what’s ahead
because don’t forget
We fight together

we’ve come a long way
from the days we looked up
at the high, spacious sky
never hurting one another
with each oath in our hearts
we won’t lose ourselves
to the burdens we carry

the rising sun
even shines on our pain
I believe
that someday, the future will make us one
let’s go find it together
you are irreplaceable to me
so don’t forget
We fight together

life goes on

don’t forget
we fight together

koped from http://saikyoubabe.tumblr.com/post/4483817312/namie-amuro-fight-together-lyrics-full-version. haha

I just like how their opening songs are so meaningful and so connected to the plot. The crew will be training individually before they gather again to enter the new world era fighting together.

Maybe its a bit late to some, but it will be a new start for me in JC from now onwards. I realised i get very tied down by the past that i neglect the current and future. I feel that its very hard for me to open up to new things cus of the past. Like i dun really feel like making new friends cus of old friends. But now i am gonna try. I will put everything intangible except knowledge, friendship and family aside and start again to go beyond the limitations that I previously had. Hopefully its the right thing to do and since Gin did the same for Matsumoto i shud try it. LOL

(this is a very long post...)

2011-06-05T00:16:00.005+08:00

Hehheh. Dun noe why but i tot of this blog which i have not touched for so long. Maybe it's the June hols so I have more time to think of such things. Hmm let's see, the last time I posted was about One piece opening song and it was dated december 2010. Time does fly and now it is June hols already. I guess everyone is just as busy in JC that we do not realise that one quarter of our JC life is gone. Haha

JC life is kinda hectic. After reaching school, students will go to their class benches. People doing work, sleeping and talking are some of the common sights that you can see. After flag raising it would be classes where students walk here and there for lectures and tutorials. When it's break, people would go to the canteen or fishtank to eat. On the way, to and fro, the canteen, you would walk past the central plaza and see people playing Frisbee and volleyball. After the meal, people would go back to the CT benches to wait for the break to end. Another interesting point is that poeple like to buy teh bing in JC. Haha, looks like they need some caffeine to keep them going for the rest of the day. After lessons, people would rush off to CCAs or go back to CT benches to continue to do work or play cards. Those usual faces would be seen playing frisbee and volleyball again in the central plaza. This marks the end of a typical school day and the whole process is repeated the next day. Boring rite? Eh but surprisingly it has been a few months and I dun feel anything.

Just before the end of the JC road, it will be the dauting A-levels. It is the most feared exam for JC students as it would determine a lot for their future. As such, people are working hard to ensure their future will turn out to be what they would want. There are some who would not turn up for CCAs and events (be it class, fac or school) for some reasons. Then the other school of people would label them as muggers who complete all their work on time. To be honest, I may have been one of them (but i was just joking cus i dun noe if they are genuinely busy or they are really studying at home instead). Lol. Indeed, results are crap. But they are important crap. It is something that we must sadly all have today. You may think differently. Yes there are exceptions. But exceptions means it is not the majority. So dun be a retard and mug appropriately. There are times when we shud be studying, and there are times when we shud be playing. If you want to obtain good results then work for it, but do not forget to enjoy your JC life as the short remaining 1.5 years will come to and end before you noe it. For the past few years, I have been wondering around aimlessly, not achieving much at the end of each year. Btw I think facebook is the most time wasting thing ever. I can continue reading the newsfeed and stalk people forever and gain absolutely nothing from it. LOL. Let's hope that my ideal JC life will remain clear and i will stay motivated to live through it so that at the end of the day, I noe that I have spent 2 meaningful years in JC. Lol (:

2010-12-13T21:03:00.001+08:00

Nice One Piece Opening.
PS: Luffy so damn pro, straw hat pirates so damn cool

2010-12-01T12:13:00.004+08:00

I am BACK. Spent one week in Malaysia, quite fun la but it was one week with no anime. But my ipod lasted me for the whole week without charging (:

Dec already and I still have not decided on the subjects to take in JC. Bio or Physics? Physics can do a lot of things, but bio fun and nice to mug. Damn. Looks like we need to help out in Flag day this year. Wonder how many people would turn up =.= Oh and I still have not decided on what CCA to take in JC also, cant seem to do much with a UG background =.= Lets just hope I can have a nice JC life.

Time for anime revenge. Btw I realised that I have not been watching a lot of movies lately. Feel like watching Harry Potter.

2010-11-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

I remember about something you said long time ago. Last week, while watching a show, I saw the 1st part happen. Today, while I was watching the same show, I saw the 2nd part happen. They are both exactly what you said. This feeling, of how coincidental it is, is weird but at the same time, coooool. Haha

2010-10-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

It has been a very sian period of time. I know i need to study since it is the exam period, but i just cant seem to study. Always distracted by things around, keep watching anime, cannot even have the mood to study. Sit down with the book in front and i will feel tired after reading like 2 pages then i will go sleep. I dun think can do well for this year cus i already know that I screwed up the math paper and math paper is the only paper to get good marks. Haiz sec 4 eoy already and still screw up? That is very sad... Lets just pray hard that I can get some decent results.

Tell myself to study. Tell myself to study. Tell myself to study. Ok study.

2010-09-05T04:48:00.002+08:00

Holidays are here... Time to watch more anime and read more manga. I sound so carefree (:

2010-08-19T20:38:00.004+08:00

There are still many better people around. Focus.

2010-08-15T10:17:00.002+08:00

I decided to post smth. Very lazy these few days. I become lazier when I have more free time. Haiz...

I think I just lost to you.

2009-12-30T23:09:00.003+08:00

Today was damn fun. The only thing I can remember is table tennis, except for disturbing faeqa non-stop for the whole bbq. Table tennis FTW. Siao played table tennis with one group of uncles. They say want to play with us when we went down and waited for them. Played 1st game with them, I lost, 9-11. Cos I go extra, tried use the handshake grip which I dun use when I play table tennis. Shud not have been so extra, go try handshake... Ok then I waited there to play with */edit Guo Dong. Until damn long later, they wanted to play double with the both of us. And just when we thought confirm lose de, we won-.- the score was like 23-21, deuce from 21 points cos they want to play 21 points. Then after that, we decided to play singles. One of the uncle played with me and I luckily won, 11-4. Was playing one more game with another uncle but then they all leaving liao, so cannot finish... Lol I dunno they really forget or wat, but they tried to scam me in the games la. Like they getting extra serves or like the score can increase in their favour even they lose the point. Cute uncles. I like totally became friends with them la. They told me that they are from Yew Tee and asked me if i stayed there. Then they told me that they go to shao hao's house to play once a week. Before I left, they still asked me to come back to play with them. LOL cute. Walao I am crazy about table tennis again... Damn.

2009-12-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

2009 is coming to an end. We are just left with like a few days in the holiday. But I know the few days left will not make any difference cos after seeing the calendar, we will at most be free for another 2 more days and it will be over. I guess we will just go back to our busy school life again and have no time to spare, worrying about studies, cca and projects. I know this is not a very nice thing to say to end the year. BUT too bad lor, at least there are still holidays in 2010. (:

2009-12-27T12:25:00.001+08:00

Ehhhhh, I have a lot to type. I dun feel like doing anything else so I will type. Wait ah, I need to recall in some order of what to type...

Since the last post is about the bbq, I shall be talking about the Public Duty on Sunday. Walao eh, I am sure quite a number will agree with me that that was the nicest and most interesting pd we had la, especially for the Sunday one. The theme was metal or heavy metal la i think. They are just screaming (with a sense of artistic music -.-) into the mike and blasting the music through the speakers. So there are two venues, one outdoor and one indoor. The outdoor one was still ok since it is open air. The indoor one was damn cool. The music is loud to the point that the ground shakes when u go in. Then after staying inside for 15 mins, you will have that impaired ear feeling after coming out. (I like the SOS message. Only those there can understand)

Monday had training. I am still waiting for our William to come back. He confirm have fun catching up de. He is supposed to come back and do major improvement to his team. I am the so called "team manager" of ac2 but apparently, I am training ac1, which i totally dun mind (:
So in the afternoon when to Shao Hao's house. Damn long haven seen Jing Han. Played something that allowed us to have a lot of fun in primary school. Table tennis ftw. He still pro, like what he said, "we have a lot to catch up on for table tennis". NICE, then ate dinner and we were playing the little "coin insert" game in front of some random shop that makes u pull the handle and shoot the small balls inside to different columns to get different marks. LOL, and best was that I was wearing sch pe. Hehe...

Tuesday went to school first to discuss mock comp with ny sjab. I was not doing anything. LOL. Lucky i am not in charge of it, or else mock comp confirm will be screwed. Have fun ShengYang(i mean organising, not talking to them)(Oh ya, u told me something about this, but I shall not continue saying.)(If someone comes pester you about this topic, then too bad, you can dao them). (:
Then took bus to Bugis and transferred to MRT to go pasir ris for class/ 3O1 and 3O2 chalet. When there and I think they were all waiting for me to eat dinner. LOL paiseh... Ate the chicken rice at EHUB. After went to the chalet. I realise that costa sands downtown east is not that bad. The interior is nicer, cleaner and toilet is more presentable compared to costa sands pasir ris. But pasir ris is slightly bigger and that since the units are all the first floor and so near the bike rental shop, you can park the bike outside and have a some little area to yourself in front of your door. Since it is a all boys chalet, you can see crazy stuff happening. LOL, then got mahjong gang also. Pictures uploaded on facebook cos blogger very mafan to upload. Still got one even more crazy part of the chalet, but I shall not say anything about it. They all siao one eh...

Thursday just slept like the whole day cos i died from the chalet.

Friday, Merry Christmas to everyone! I remembered that I typed a post about christmas before. Can you believe it? My blog got so old liao. Ya same thing, christmas = holidays ending. But nvm, must follow this blog. Must know that you will survive another year and have the same feeling of typing a post similar to this next christmas! Must be happy or else you will hate school, like how I did not feel like going to school for the past 3 years.

Yesterday, Boxing day. Did not accomplish much other than realizing that you must be happy in life, or else it will be damn sian.

I have done much things that benefited me this holiday. When I say benefit, I do not mean only work, but also proper fun. Will do as much as I can in the next few days.

Thanks for helping me understand something. It will not be easy but I shall try my best. And then my com de time siao liao. Everyday confirm different time even after I change it back. I cannot see the "time" properly. Damn.

Tags:
yiren - now u sound very sarcastic. Joking.

Ev@nEyF - Shingz ttm

yvonnehan - yes good good. You want to sadistic god also quite hard. Aiya since you are going to do something, I agree slightly that you are sadistic god. All hail the sadistic god, "OHHHHMMMMMMM........". (:

huiyee - lol, going out with family... Hows christmas?

sh - lol? i see no link with your name. I almost thought you are my other friend.

weiying! - Good that you know u are random. Sorry lor, I realised, but lazy change. Your england very powderful. LOL joking.

edit*/ bt - oh i see... siao, you reply fast.

2009-12-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

yay i am a genious .
this skin gives me a nice feeling i dont know why .
and yes i know that the font size is too small, again-.-
heh, dont care .
bye .

2009-12-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

I think the easiest thing to post about would be about BBQ yesterday. Chee Shuan and ShengYang wanted to meet earlier and play pool. I got scammed la, travelled to Bukit Batok for nothing. I thought they wanted to play at Bukit Batok-.- When I reached, they started playing liao, together with Jeng Wei and Jia Ying. Play until like damn late then take train and bus to east coast. The journey is like super long-.-. Not only that, we were at area C after we alight. Our bbq pit at area G. BEST, wanted to vomit blood, after walking like 5km...

Then you see the sirs started to bbq. I was only responsible for eating. LOL, lagged there until more people came at night. Actually ah, I think I should not be there de lor. Got that kind of extra feeling. And it is like, I dun know a lot of the officers, got those kind of "oh shit" feeling when they come and say hi... But at least I realise they quite fun people. Decided to go home and not stay overnight. Then some poeple, who suggested not to stay over, come and persuade me to stay over... Make me damn luan-.- But at least we did something that make me feel worth it to stay a little longer. We are siao people la, yvonne maam booked taxi at like 12 plus to go watch movie. Siao, watched at 1.20 and only finished at 4am. Siao-.- then went back again on taxi. Then we decided to leave after we went back to the pit. Thanks to yvonne maam, I could get home within around 30 to 40 mins because she take taxi and decided to send me home. Too nice le la she...

Then just now at nite, went for public duty... Quite slack la and see the same hci people who went for the bbq again. I think I am spending a lot of time on SJAB things that i am neglecting a lot of other things. Like I have been daoing my class chalet planning, not helping organise 6H gatherings, daoing a lot of people online or their smses and did not do anything related to my self study topic.

BTW, i have decided to sleep a lot for the remaining days of the holidays. Must fully make use of the holidays. And I think I also need to go run or smth or else I will die next year for napfa. The last time i ran was during napfa test-.-, stamina confirm cannot make it le...

Tags:
benjwe :) - wa knn, swear on my blog. Be a good boy la, dun learn bad things from us.

yiren - I explained to you the reasons and the conditions of caa liao ah... So dun anyhow accuse me le hor...

Yvonnehan - good good, come must tag ma. (:

2009-12-18T00:20:00.004+08:00

Training on wed was not bad. The feeling was quite nice. We had people from different generations of HCISJAB together in one training. I guess they do not call the previous batches pro for nothing. They know a lot of things that I never thought of doing. I hope that there is a change to HCISJAB from 2009 to 2010. Siao... I feel damn honoured la. Got some of the seniors willing to come back to help us in training. It is only in the state of crisis do we see this happening. I am actually glad that there is this state of crisis which allowed me to see how we can unite together. However, they are not free to come back anytime soon. We need to learn as much as possible if they come back. Just that there are still people who do not feel the imbaness and are not as united with us. We shall work hard to improve the condition of HCISJAB, making it a significant part of history in the future. Even so, i am damn sian about the current state of the thing that I have been working on with many other dudes. I feel guilty for not being able to do anything to it. It feels like I am wasting seniors' efforts. Damn it. So close, yet so far.

Went Weiying's house today. Talked a lot of crap...

Tmr got bbq. It will use up a lot of time cos it is overnight. Not much time left for the holidays.

2009-12-15T23:03:00.003+08:00

Guys, we are facing a crisis. Now, we will be mobilizing the WHOLE OF PLATOON 3 and PLATOON 4 as well as the Sir Chee Shuan's batch to go for the public duty. Please refer below for the details. WE ARE AT THE CRUCIAL POINT. The fate of CAA lies in the attendance of the public duty. We really need to work for it... Thanks in advance.

Time:
18th Dec (Friday) - 1900 to 2230
19th Dec (Saturday) - 1400 to 1700 AND 1900 to 2230
20th Dec (Sunday) - 1900 to 2230

Attire : HALF uniform
Venue: SCAPE Youth Park(map below)

2009-12-11T23:15:00.001+08:00

If you are here to look for public duty stuff, please look at the post before this.

Received something from luky... A STRIKEFREEDOM model from Beijing. Thanks luky! Totally surprised when I received it from timyu as luky is now in Hongkong. Lets see if he can meet bentoh, who is also in Hongkong now. Apparently, luky and I are "team managers" of ac2... Hmm... I cant wait for my first aid head/treasurer/PC2/squadmate/projectdayteammate/fellowortusian and... my favourite no.3 in my team to come back for training. LOL

I just saw it. Wish you all the best these few days.

Tags:
elly - Lionel pro ma. Siao go Japan, pro lor.

weiying! - a lot of ppl calling me that now. Erm I dun feel like saying "thanks" to you leh...

ky - heh, since when i do not have access to emb + I lazy to call everyone + i dun think i have access to our SJAB blog...

2009-12-10T23:48:00.003+08:00

People, please take note of the public duties from 18th dec to 20th dec. The following is according to the info sent to me by your SGT Kenneth Loh before he left...

18th Dec

19th Dec afternoon

19th Dec night

20th Dec

Time: As stated in the namelists above
IMPORTANT: If you have any VALID reasons/issues, please CALL ME to inform me before 14th Dec. Thanks
Attire : Full brigade uniform
Venue: SCAPE Youth Park(map below)

For CAA people, we are doing this for CAA. Thanks

2009-12-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Woah great, firstly I am sick-.- but at least I dun think this time is as serious as previous times and hopeful it will not worsen.
I realise that I am damn weak la, always falling sick these few years. And what is interesting is that I always get stomach flu and fever. I remembered when I was still a sec 1, had comp training and I got stomach flu during the december training. Last year (when i am sec2), during december training, I got stomach flu again. NOW during december, I get stomach flu AGAIN. I think I have gotten around 6 to 7 times of stomach flu these few years already? Always stomach flu plus fever, stupid sia.

I am honoured. Just a few more days I think it would have been a year. I still remember that long long time ago, I do not even talk to you. Since last year, just because of a simple gift, I asked if u noe about the tasks of the creature that is "still standing there". I thought that would end just like that. But for some reason, there was a conversation the next day. And again for the next day. As well as the day after that. Then somewhere in the year, I troubled you to do something. And i thought that was the only time u would do it. But for some reason, you still show your tender, loving, care until now. I think you are simply outstanding in everything you do. I have learnt a lot from you for the past one year. Indeed, I am honoured for it to have been a year.

Tags:

Ev@nEyF - Well... it is the truth what. But in anycase, Kai Jie got it. So I can still stay in low profile.

huiyee - lol really ah, I shud have refered her to you all. LOL joking...

[R]EGINA - hey hi, ok link liao, link me too...

YR - LOL the songs nice what. But i noe u dun like korean songs rite?

elly - Its a show. How was your performance, paiseh I could not make it ): And I heard Lionel got chocolate from his gf during the performance? Waseh...

wd - siao wd, who else?

2009-12-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

it hurts to read your blog .
why do you pile everything in your heart and keep it all unsaid .
why do you pretend that nothing is happening .
and why are you unwilling to open your heart to the ppl around you .
it gives me that kind of feeling that i dont know you at all .
yes sometimes i do it too . i try to hide my feelings like crazy .
but what are you going through .
i will never forget that day in tw when you noticed that sth was wrong with me and made me listen to a song .
well it made me tear, sth that i never allowed myseif to do in front of ppl .
whenever u appear to be stoning, i know that sth is wrong .
but do you ever trust anyone ?
or maybe,
i am just not one of those whom you trust .

i should sleep early .

2009-12-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

hey hey hey hey hey .
hmm i thought i would be able to go home early today, but failed-.-

sick of tents alr . (and yet i have not master the art of it-.-)
anw i think its crazy to carry a canvas tent around .
(its sth thats worth about $2000)
and its weight is like , wa .
think my palms are getting rougher from carrying canvas .
sorry ppl , my hands would no longer be soft and smooth and nice to hold anymore,
zhen duibuqi ni men! ,
hahaha .

hmm i srsly dislike the rain eh .
its so damn irritating that its raining EVERYDAY .
u noe i rather get bbqed under the sun than to suffer the consequences of not being able to work outdoors .
damn sian, can it not rain tmr ? i like the nice grass and soil when its not wet .

anw, so many ppl are falling sick . isit because of gcp?
take care ppl , falling sick is just too troublesome .
and dear jnr, u need to take care of yourself la, dun keep getting injured!

i feel like my lifestyle is getting screwed . heh actually it was already screwed long long time ago .
and i feel bad for slacking for the past few hours cus i am too lazy to do anything.
i need entertainment .

aiyo dun u feel that this post is just so random ?
u will feel like u gather no information after reading the whole post .

hmm .
and lastly, i think i should go cut hair soon .

2009-12-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

this blog is quite alive, i like .
so i shall continue giving it life(:

hmm . today i had my first cc training .
we were there from 9am to 7pm . ha awesome .
it actually feels good to be doing all these stuffs again and to cheng4 ji1 work on my skills ,
and i like the cc team that we chose . good .
just that its quite tiring .
cus we will be doing this everyday(or almost everyday) .
quote from my jnr -
'its FUN! but just inhumanely tiring.'
haha what a description .
i wonder whether i will revert back to the fallasleeponmystudytable days .

anw i realise that i have alotalot of hol hw and i havent done anything and i wont be doing anything anytime soon .
hai wth .

ah shit i cant stand it i want to go jog .
but the time that i reach home everyday is too late .
damn it ):

its 5 mins to time over there .
hope you saw it .

2009-11-28T13:20:00.006+08:00

Tentative, on 4th Dec, we will be looking for Weiying for 6H outing. Yifang will confirm that with you all. Seems like I will not be able to make it for that outing... Haiz

Lol the english lyrics in the video is slightly different from the one below...

To the world I want to shout 'I love you'
To love you and have you as my girl
Dazzling, you're always my star
I'll protect you
I can always (be) waiting for you

At the end of my exhausting day there's only one person that can make me laugh
There's only one person brightening my difficult life
At the start of yet another day, I can just think of your pretty smile
I'm not happy with anyone else next to me, but you
Under these Heavens, I promise you, I'll give you everything I have

To the world I want to shout 'I love you'
To love you and have you as my girl
Dazzling, you're always my star
I'll protect you
I can always (be) waiting for you

Why is it now, I feel I have all of the world
thank you my single angel, it feels like I'm loving you for the first time
Under these Heavens, I promise you, I want to be your all

To the world I want to shout 'I love you'
To love you and have you as my girl
Dazzling, you're always my star
I'll protect you
I can always (be) waiting for you

We only need to make one promise
I'm swearing on the Heavens
I'll keep loving you until the very sun burns out
Oh my love~

I pray you allow me this~
That you accept me to be your man
To my final day
My heart will not change
I can always (be) waiting for you
Baby I will forever (be) with you
You alone, I will forever....
love you....

So when u are back I am gone. This time round, my time will be different. I would see it one hour later.

2009-11-27T23:57:00.002+08:00

Attention to all 6-honestiians:
We have canceled chalet this year. Ya i noe it is sad.
Anyway, even though chalet's canceled, we decided to spam outings. =D
The outings will be on 4, 10, 14, 23, 24, 28, 31 December
Will confirm with you all when the date are nearing. =)
Hope you all will be able to come for outings! =D
Ohya, pass the msg to any 6H pple that chalet is cancelled already.
Thankyou! =D
(adapted from yifang's post)

These few days I have seen the determination of the seniors to make our sch SJAB better. They have been coming back for trainings and devoted like 2 whole weeks of time(everyday in the two weeks) to SJAB. I am grateful to them and hopefully their efforts would not be wasted.

Siao my 1st post with a video/song.

Today you ask me how I am so confidently
I, without a doubt, told you I was doing well
You really don't know me well.
Do you think that I will be okay without you?
Are you really okay without me?
A world without you
I pitied myself for breathing through this difficult time

What should I do? I still live days where
I collapse at the words you speak
Please talk to me
Am I the only one going through this?
Please tell me if your days are painful day by day
Is it too late for me and you?
Do we have any more chances?
I still think about you
You may already know that

So is this it? Is this how it will end?
Are you satisfied how things are now?
I don't think I can be satisfied like this.
I don't think I will ever have someone like you, even til death

What should I do, my heart
I don't think anyone else will be able to hold me
Please hold on to me, you know
no matter how much you try, a person like me
won't ever be able to forget you, please hold on to me.

What should I do? I still live days where
I collapse at the words you speak
Please talk to me
Am I the only one going through this?
Please tell me if your days are painful day by day
Is it too late for me and you?
Do we have any more chances?
I still think about you
You may already know that

What Do I Do without you?

2009-11-26T22:42:00.003+08:00

Back from war. I say it was a draw. I achieved my goals but I kind of got owned by the camp. It feels like I have a lot of things to say but it is very difficult to type everything out...

I seriously did not feel like going for this course. In the end, I still went because of several important reasons. My first goal was to ensure that there are more than 16 people who pass this course so I went to increase the chance of achieving this goal and I am glad to say that this is achieved. Actually this can be achieved even if I did not go.

Secondly, it was to see that we win some outstanding trainee or best trainee award this year. However, what I want is for my juniors to get it. That is the reason why I kept a super low profile in the camp and have put in minimal effort according to some people. The reason for my presence in the camp was mainly to support my juniors in anyway I can so they can win the awards. I ONLY VOLUNTEERED to help when our people was Course IC. LOL. Thus, i am glad to say that Arturo won the outstanding trainee award and Kai Jie won the overall best male trainee award. Congrats to them!

Lastly, it is to encourage my juniors to survive through the camp as well as take care of them. However, I did not do a good job compared to our trainers from our corps cuz I cant really do anything since I am a trainee myself. So thanks to trainers from our corps.

Another reward that I got was that I realised that there are some nice people in the zone actually. I am especially impressed with two people whom I thought were total idiots at the beginning of the camp. LOL they are nice and especially careful in taking care of the welfare of the cadets. Mmm not bad.

Now to talk a little about my life in the camp. Basically it was slack for me compared to people like Kai Jie. He kena Section IC + Course IC + Night duty. As for me, I got... nothing. LOL. Since he(have to) put in so much effort, he got the best trainee. But according to some sources, although I do not know whether they scamming me, out of the four nominees for best trainee, 3 were from our corps. So in any case we should have a high chance of winning. This shows that we are quite zai this year. Having said that, there are also the other extreme from our corps. Need to buck up.

Oh ya, someone asked me if I am ok losing to my juniors in this camp. What I think is that this is their year to shine and I am just some extra dude joining them. So it is only fair for them to get the awards. As long as those who win awards and pass are from my corps then can liao and that I am proud of them. In any case ah, we still won even though I put in "minimal effort" and that I did not go that camp to win in the first place. As for those who opposed me on the surface through some methods, I think they know that that is furthest they can oppose me and no more since they are not capable to oppose anymore. LOL

Know why I say that I kind of got owned? I was surprised that I have to put in a certain amount of effort for their PT. But I think that is because I rusty liao. LOL, my legs were aching quite a little. But other than that it was ok.

At least I met some new people who happen to be quite zai too and their shirt design this year is also quite acceptable. Ha...

PS: HAHA I DID NOT GET SUANED LIKE CHEE ~~SUAN~~ SHUAN LAST YEAR. YES!!!

2009-11-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

Off to war... Back on Monday. Wish me luck. LOL

2009-11-18T19:25:00.001+08:00

I have learnt something yesterday. Do not jump into conclusions too quickly. Mmm good.

Another thing I learnt from the SL Fest yesterday was “One is a multiplier of a lot of number”. The context was about servant leadership and I think it is quite true. They say that you must 1st transform yourself and not others. As one person, u can influence many, which in turn the many will influence more. Therefore, “One is a multiplier of a lot of number” is actually quite true.

Today had public duty for in school. Came in like 2 or 3 people who needed a bit of help. They had normal problems like feeling dizzy except for one. LOL this is super cute. She came in barefooted and said she needed bandages. I asked if she wanted plaster instead and she said ok. So I gave it to her and then she started to ask another question in a softer tone. “Erm btw do you have the female pad thing…” WTH?!?!?!?! Obviously I said no and she asked another question again. “Do you know where I can get it around here(meaning in school)?”. I said erm, no, but maybe u want to ask your friends or colleagues. Then immediately, she said ok thanks and RAN out. LOL then my juniors asked me what she asking for cuz she asked too softly and after I told them, they laughed like crazy. Still got one dude asked me why I never laugh… LOL

Not bad wor, I have been blogging quite a lot recently. Maybe I have too much time recently?

Tags:

huiyee - lol, no luh, it just sucks but it will make sense once u understand it

ky - ya lor, my blog quite dead so recently I decided to do something about it.

2009-11-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

For some reason, today was quite tiring. In the morning had training and we have achieved our agenda of assigning the appropriate people for the appropriate roles in the team. I seriously could not wake up in the morning lor before training lor. Haiz

Tmr still have SL fest. I dun even know what is it about and i also dun feel like going. It is like from 8.30am to 3 pm. So long...

Thanks to a junior of mine for giving away my name and number, i received a sms from one of the SCs from BNCOC and she is asking me to collate the number of mess tins and stoves needed by us. Apparently she is going to help us buy. So nice ah? Aiya, so far I asked all those i can contact in my section, and everyone is fine with buying the camp stuffs themselves. However, the problem is that I dun have even more than 3 of the whole section's contact, so it is quite impossible for me to ask around. Hmm... i think we will just buy ourselves and so I will just dao that SC's sms. LOL

Ok i do not have any idea on what to write le. I also cannot post everything in one go as I would not have anything more things to post the next few days. So I shall end here.

Eh, when i need to ask for your advice, you are not around... See la, now I do not know what to do. Haiz

Tags:
huiyee - orh sry, my english is seriously cmi de...

meishan. - lol, good that it makes sense

bt - lmao -> l(mao) -> l (cat) -> l(dog) -> l(gou) -> lgou (:

2009-11-15T22:37:00.002+08:00

I shall keep this blog alive.

I shall be posting about what happened yesterday. Yesterday, being a nice Saturday, was used up for BNCOC. As expected, it was damn hard for me, but I managed to survive until now. Just one more camp left. Although the camp will be like much worst, I shall try to survive and hopefully pass it without much screwing up.

After the course, I made my way from xinmin secondary to HQ. The travelling was damn long and I thought I would be late as I am supposed to reach at 7pm and I was still on the train at 6.50pm. I thought of taking cab, but luckily I did not. LOL, I was chionging there after I reached lavender station and then I received a message from ky that it starts at 7.15pm. So I was slowing down and walking normally to HQ. After changing into the sweaty uniform that I wore for the whole day due to BNCOC, guess who I saw, my trainer BNCOC trainer and his gang of HSS people. (I think I do not need to day who is my trainer since those who would understand this will know who he is) We were quite impressed at how they can turn the hall for competition to a dining hall. And for the 1^st time, I saw the air-con working! So we were sitting at the back table, which is a good thing as we could zao when we want. HSS was also in the TOP 10 CORPS (for walkathon collection) and I guess that is why my trainer and gang are there. Then we received the CAA thing which is basically a shield and it looks quite nice. Our gold is from 2000 to 2009. Hmm… What about 2010?

LOL. Overall the dinner was quite good based on the prior knowledge I have of HQ, just that in the middle of dinner, I received a bad news from a senior who VIOLENTLY agreed to a suggestion that I totally do not like. Hope they forget about that suggestion. After that I went home. I was quite tired so slept after bathing.

Oh shit la, my ex swimming coach now has some virus attacking his spine so he is now unable to walk. According to his bro(who is another coach), he says the doctor said that in 1 thousand people, there will only be one person that will get this. Damn sad leh... He needs to recover to continue to teach swimming de leh.

I realised that the time there is the same. So the time will also be the same (sentence structure sucks, but it makes sense if you read it again)

2009-11-13T22:09:00.012+08:00

Here are some pictures of the chalet(Damn it, I did not get to camwhore, haiz). All these need to thank Darrel for coordinating. Darrel ftw, lol

Since I am a sadist, naturally I will want to get them to pump when i see them:

I missed!!!

Who asked him to have his birthday during chalet?

Siao getting further and further away from the group at 2 plus am in the park

Pizza?

Cemetery?

Not I take de
The spam button game in the arcade:

Btw, happy birthday to BERNARD(the guy in pink in the above pic) and a little junior of mine who happily ponned trng cuz he was watching soccer the previous nite.

To someone going overseas:
Have a safe trip and have fun (:

Tags:
DJTAN : Wat do u expected? I am kenneth lim wen khang, obvously my tries are good

SHUBEI : Lol no need la, lazy to change, no need mafan u

Huiyee : Hahas, 5555. A guy that you know.

2009-11-12T18:45:00.002+08:00

A blog post from chalet. Chalet is quite ok la, just that costa sands seriously not very nice to stay in la. But i am quite surprised that I can connect to internet here, just that it is very lag. A short story of what happened here so far. Each unit has 2 beds and we booked 2 units. So the very 1st thing we did was move a bed from one unit to another unit, making one of the units have 3 beds, using it as the "sleeping" room. As for the last bed in the other room, it has became a table for like 6 computers to game. All together I think there is around 10 + computers here... Also, we went out for basketball all the way at the Hometeam NS side at around 1+ plus am yesterday. Almost got lost in the long walk in the park connector-.- came back at only 4 am...

It just so happened to be a lot of people's birthday these 2 days. Like got 3 people in the chalet now having their birthdays these 2 days. Since it was one of my junior's birthday, he was "sent" into the pool by us. LOL.

For those people who took that retarded fb "do you know me well" quiz, you would know that I like the time 1111. Yesterday was 11 nov, and I just so happen to see the 1111 time leh... siao... The best day would still be 2 years later, 11/11/11 1111pm. Hopefully I dun miss the time on that day...

PS : My girlfriend says that HE is beside me now, so I have to go. LOL

2009-11-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

ahh today is such a suay suay suay day .
firstly,MY RING IS GONE NOW . went macs to do stuffs/eat lunch , so when i was throwing some stuffs into the rubbish bin(the big big one where u empty your tray), my ring came out and dropped into the bin too . ah omg then we pulled the rubbish bin out and tried to dig for the ring but cant find . (ppl were staring at us, ha . thanks ah ammp for helping to dig(: )this is really sad, though its not the only ring from jj ,but its my favourite and its been with me for so long alr, how can it just drop into a rubbish bin!!!!!!!ah shit its quite important to me u noe . hai-.-
then, my slippers broke ,which is so wth and i dont know how i managed to limp home from dhoby ghaut . its my ONLY can-wear-out-to-shopping-centres slippers, sian-.-
anw went IMM after that , FOX is awesome ! but the prices of the things there are also awesomely expensive eh .hate this kind of shop that tempts you like crazy but you have to say 'no' to them in the end-.-bugis strt is the best (:
heh this post is shitty, but at least i am posting .shows my tenderlovingcare for this blog(: waha .

2009-11-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

A long 1st post for the new blog.

Lets 1st talk about the changing of blog. The previous url totally sucks but i am not saying this one now is good. The point is that I am starting to dislike those chim chim stuff like, "blah blah memories" or smth like that. So tried to make it less philosophical. Other than that, I just changed some small details, like the links and add archives and change font size (the bigger the font size causes it to look uglier, but nvm la, easier to read). I was lazy to find another skin and change tagboard, so they are still the same.

Guess wat, I survived sec 3. Siao... I have less stuff/responsibilities in secondary sch compared to primary sch cuz whatever position I have now are what I have in primary sch but primary sch had more, so naturally I am more free. The quantity now maybe little, but, it is like much more hardcore. I can chiong until i seriously fall sick de-.- So now, finally can slack off a bit.

Next, sch this year like ended 2 weeks ago. So I have been slacking (like finally) until now. The last week of school (after exams) was like even busier than during the exams-.- I still can remember getting screwed by almost all the teachers that wanted to see me that week. The most hiong day of that week was thurs(just so happens to the the day where everybody is just slacking to wait for then last day of sch to come) as i was happily preparing for some presentation which made me totally did not sleep at all. I was so engrossed doing the presentation that I practically did not move from my seat for like 5 hours straight, and before I knew it, it was morning where the sky suddenly became blue. Lugi best, I did not have time to eat breakfast as that stupid video kept screwing up. (i admit i suck at IT stuff). Amazingly, I managed to survive on just 2 pieces of bread in sch. After I went home, I could still walk around doing nothing. Only until 5 pm then i decided to sleep and guess wat, i woke up at 8.30 am the next day (so there was no dinner for me). Screwed up things aside, I think the EOYA(cycling) was quite fun lor, get to slack around in east coast and see some random girl from another school suddenly saying hello to us while we were riding-.-

Last week was just going out almost everyday. Mon, went to causeway point for movie (i mean meeting with shengyang and benjamin for SJAB stuff). Tues, I went to Jurong point to discuss class chalet stuff and I just so happened to see Ezor. Weds, I went to Northpoint after training for lunch. Thurs, I went to orchard point and centrepoint for fun. (Notice all the shopping malls I went to in 4 days with the word "point" in their names?) So last week was quite slack, and nothing much happened so nothing to say.

Oh I suddenly remember an important event that happened - BNCOC (like how could i forget that man?) BUT IT WAS TOTALLY *** and I have no more comments on it.

Today was 1st comp trng. I finally felt that I a bit lost control in training liao. Lose control I mean being over sadist. I realised that I am shouting quite a lot during their footdrill and scolding even though it was their 1st day-.- I shall try to control for now, as I scared later they all dun wan come for trng. Lol, anws wat benjamin said was quite true, the number of ppl who appeared today was much more comforting compared to the number of ppl who appeared last year for the same reason. Allow me to warn those ppl who are GETTING trained for the next few months, I am going to be very sadist very soon, so what u all need to do is to persevere. Just need to survive these few months and hope + pray for the best.

Sometimes ah, commenting is a good thing. But if you want to comment, please come straight at us and comment about us. Dun go tell someone you know, who just so happened to be our senior and ask him to come tell us instead. If you got so much to say, tell us personally. Like wth la, need to ask someone else to pass the message. Wat joke. (I think one or two people will understand this).

Finally, all the best to those taking exams

Aiyo this post so sian... Dun want write liao
And too confusing to reply tags. But please keep tagging. Lol